We all have monsters living inside of us.

I can put on a fake smile and pretend getting bullied doesn’t hurt, but in reality it really gets to me. It makes me feel like a worthless loser and im sick of it. People are so ignorant. People are so fake. People are so inconsiderate. And people wonder why I wanna kill myself.

(via sinand-selfdestruction)

I am so alone.

I just keep weighing myself over and over today. And my weight is still the same. I know the number should not decide how I am going to feel for the day but it does. But now I am freaking out because I need to lose about 7-10 pounds.